20/10/2024 22:53 PM

  Oughhhhhh OOuuGHHHHHHHH
  I'm really sleepy, uhnnnnnn
  I want to draw people kissing I want 
  to be kissed and cuddled and be with
  person I love very very much, it's
  so unfair... I wish there was away to.
  
  Also frustrated! I've been building my
  twitter art account since 2021 and now
  thanks to the fucker it's become
  so unbearable... bad! 
  I don't really like social media,
  but in a way it's my source of income,
  and I like showing people my art...
  
  It feels selfish to say for some
  reason, oh well
  
    

	15/10/2024 21:46 PM

   I feel sick so sick of myself, I wish
   I could just dissapear. Everything hurts
   so much I hate it I hate it I hate it
   
   I want to be a child again, I want
   to live the innocence I was denied,
   I was never innocent I was never truly
   a child and I despise it. If I could,
   I would kill my child-self. I hate her,
   and I hate myself.
   
   I can't be saved.
  
    

	14/10/2024 20:38 PM

   I want to get better at doing my makeup!
   I want to look pretty...
   Little ugly doll that looks pretty
   I have to paint my nails too, I cut them,
   long nails are a bother but they are
   really pretty. I have been working
   on commissions still too, I'm a bit
   slow and I don't like it, if I could
   I would give art immediately, I wish
   I could make everyone happy.
   
   I also have to sew some dresses for me,
   need to get better at it!!
  
    

	08/10/2024 16:49 PM		
				
   I really want to make my blogging thingy
   a bit more pretty.
   Still sick, been in bed majority of
   the time... I find it quite difficult
   drawing when I'm sick with a cold, or
   fever, or whatever. So I have been
   able to finish only one commission So
   far TT
   
   I hate making people wait...
   
   I can't even sing properly! 
   Throat is sore...
   I should also practice. Schoolmate
   wants me to sing for music course 
   this year, I don't really want that,
   I'm a pretty bad singer. But I 
   don't want to break a promise either.
   It's my last year, and I've been 
   partecipating in the music course
   since my second year, I really
   have to be good, or I die.
   
   I also really want to sew lately,
   I haven't sewn anything in a while.
   
   Ughhnnn... 
    

	05/10/2024 00:41 AM

   I'm sick! Caught a cold...
   waouwoauwauwoaua..........